Monday, January 01, 2007
Open up my eyes,
flooded with daylight.
Another sleepless night,
turns color black &white.
With all the things I've said,
there is just regret
repeating in my head.
Hands into a fist,
static in my head .
Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness.
What did I expect?
Did I see forever in you?
I never wanted it to hurt more than it should.
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could.
Time to close my eyes,
forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this tragic loss of innocence.
But how can I forget,
the things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?
Can't you see that you left me,
here on my own .
Give me one good reason
why I should let go.
With my hands around your neck,
who will stop me now?
I never wanted it to hurt more than it should.
I hope you're satisfied,
I never could .
3:51 PM
this is so incredibly freaky.
it's like 2007 already.
ohmygod,
it's 2007.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
there's this voice in my head screaming
'you bloody idiot !'
i can't believe i was that stupid to believe you.
you never got over her .
you made me feel like i was special.
i was your fcking rebound or plaything.
zomg
i am that stupid .
someone just shoot me,
this time i'm fcking serious .
Friday, December 29, 2006
HEYHEY :D
sorry i haven't updated in
253606453968406 days !
comp screwed up :/
anyways,
the highlights of the holidays :
i went to HONG KONG !
woooooooo shopped, shopped, shopped.
:D
then went to Perth with the netballers,
for training of course.
visited my dad too .
that obviously sucked big time.
so many people owe me dates,
ambra, {our beach date!}
clare,
nat, {you chee ko pek}
eunice & so many more !
oh yeah,
eunice,
if we don't meet up soon so
that i can pass you your gift,
i'm so gonna use it.
(;
Monday, November 06, 2006
I don't understand
how people say
'lose a loved one' .
you can't possibly lose a loved one,
when you know exactly where they are.