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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

RAWR!
my muscles are aching! POO. had training on monday for the first time in WEEEEKS! and it was pretty tough i guess. or was it just jaime, joce and i? our whole bodies are aching! and we still have training today -.- i hope it'll be better. even my TUMMY muscles are aching, like what the hell?
anyways, we had parent-teacher meet yesterday. had to go help out. DAMN! it was boooooring. my partner was clarissa, a sec2 girl! SHES FIRGGIN' SMART! blah. stayed in school from 7.50 to about 3. we were almost useless, sitting in the classroom! -.- then today CLARE dear called me at 9?! i was still sleeping luh. then when i called her back at 10 plus, SHE SAID SARAH WANTED TO CONFERENCE WITH US! AAAAH! HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING? HOW?
screw me!
Do you still remember back when days were longer
dreams were bigger then
the weight of the world had not yet landed on the shoulders of a man
i thought that time stood still
sheltered, protected
they never told me this would end
or that the leaves would fall again
so take me back, back to better days
cause this time between is wasting me away
take me back, when we were not afraid
cause' this time between is wasting me away
there was a day when this world went to war and didn't bat an eye
real life in the movies felt the same to me
and I never questioned why
I know the difference now, between fact and fiction
but I've come to find that I've grown bitter in just 24 short years
so take me back, back to better days
cause' this time between is wasting me away
so take me back, when we were not afraid
cause' this time between is wasting me away
wasting me away, waste away
so now we're running, we're running blind into the light
and we fall behind
we're running and wasting away with time
just take me back, yeah take me back
when we were not afraid

11:09 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

IM ADDICTED TO MARKS & SPENCER SOUR CHERRIES!
i want moremoremore!(: today we had CHINESE ENRICHMENT THE WHOLE DAY-.- i thought it was like gonna be textbook, and workbook kinda thing. but it wasnt, this china lady came in and taught us how to paint chinese masks thingys. you know the opera type? before that she was talking about something and i didnt understand so i slept for an hour, plus nat went for a dance meeting. i woke up when she came back to class, GUESS WHAT LUH. she and the dancers were actually done, but they stayed upstairs in the AIRCONDITIONED dance studio for like half an hour more, having fun -.- poo. then after the painting thing, she taught us to do a STRING THINGY. i dont know whats its called. sharon did mine for me, its a dragonfly(:
and the last part, we learned how to wrap the rice dumpling! that thign called BA CHANG? i think. mine was disastrous. the rice kept falling out. and when i managed to tie it properly, clare came over to our class with this orange spray paint bottle. and she sprayed it on my HANDS, and it dripped on to my SHOE! ahhh! THERES NOW A BIG FAT ORANGE SPLOTCH ON MY SHOE! ): AND STAINS ON MY BLOUSE AND PINAFORE! pfffft. its un-removable. im so dead. gahh.
i was supposed to go to the library with nicky but in the end i didnt, cause' of my uniform-.- AND CAUSE' OF CLARE! rawr. but nevermind!(: i just realised my nails are stained orange too! i better go try using nail polish remover.
TMR'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! YAYY. plus, training's starting soon(:
DOUBLE yayy(:

5:33 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

TODAYS NETBALL CARNIVAL WAS GREAT!(:
i umpired three games in total. ER HEM ABBY! ER HEM! haha! okay anyways, we took turns. and guess what! AUDREY HO WAS IN MY GROUP, AGAIN!(: YAY! HAHAH. small audrey and MEDIUM audrey -.- oh yea, then this teacher's son was there too. hes like SEVEN YEARS OLD! SO CUTE LUH!(: he officially confirmed that LITTLE KIDS LIKE ME! which means my ambition on becoming a child psychologist might just come true!(: yayness mann, that little boyboy is called TYMON. nice name right(: as you know, i like little kids so i was like talking to him and yea, laughing when he was laughing although i didnt really understand him. so after i went to macs with jocelyn and came back to umpire the second game, evil told me he was looking for me!
HAHA, SEE! HE LIKES ME! IM SO NICE(: oh, and he said that me and rachel wong looked alike, and his mom was saying that we were TWINS. so we acted like twins, hahah. i think he was confused, hahah. HE CALLED ME RACHEL AT FIRST. i dont think we look alike, at all!
3/10 won the netball competition, 3/2 won the banner competition and 3/8 won cheerleading! but 3/2 won overall(: and nat told me that our class didnt win today for anything, big surprise -.- BUT we did win 1/8,1/4 and 1/5 for the captains ball thingy! YAYY! and 1/3 won overall! GOOD JOB!(:
did i mention, SHONA was emcee.
IT WAS SUPER DUPER WHOOPER FUNNY!
from underneath the trees, we watch the sky
confusing stars for satellites
i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight
singing, Amen, I'm alive
singing, Amen, I'm alive
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
and I'm singing, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, I'm alive
and in the air the fireflies
our only light in paradise
we'll show the world they were wrong
and teach them all to sing along
singing, Amen, I'm alive
singing, Amen, I'm alive
and as we lie beneath the stars
we realize how small we are
if they could love like you and me
imagine what the world could be
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
we'd see the day, we'd see the day when nobody died
we'd see the day, we'd see the day
when nobody died
we'd see the day when nobody died
im pacing by the phone, cause' i hate to be alone

9:26 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

DANCE ME AWAYY-
hahaa, today i had to wake up at like DAMN EARLY. theres no school today BUT i had to go back to school to help nat with the mass dance. PLUS, im not even gonna be there to perform it! WHY!? because of the sec3 netball carnival. oh, nevermind! i know i'll have fun there!(: anyways, the dance turned out okay, surprisingly, PEARLY CAN SHAKE HER BOOTAYE! hahaha.
oh and on sunday, went to watch the da vinci code right. YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. THE BLOODY TICKET GUY REFUSED TO LET US IN CAUSE HE SAID IM NOT 16 YET. LIKE WHAT THE FUCKK. BUT THEN IN THE END TESS AND I GOT IN BY ARGUING WITH THE DUDE, WE WERE NEARLY SHOUTING! HAHAH. I WAS DAMN PISSED OFF. THEN THE MANAGER ALLOWED US IN!(: HAHAH. TESS AND I ROCKK!
retreat yesterday was kinda fun. but sleepy, hahah. went to kfc with chelsea, clare and natty. then met rach, eunice and cleris, so chelsea and nat went back to school for ballet. and the rest of us went to the library. OHOHOH! then when i left the library for tuition, i was in a hurry. and i accidentally put a library book into my bag! -.- i didnt know until i was leaving tuition and putting my books back into my bag. hahah. STUPID ME. i wonder why the alarm thingy didnt go off when i walked out the library. sigh. didnt get much sleep last night. im sleepy -yawn-
I MISS MY CADBURY BABYY):
wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
nothing seems to be
nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have
like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
tonight I'm not afraid to tell you What I feel about you.
oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you I will
for you I will
forgive me if I st-stutter from all of the clutter in my head
cause' I could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed
do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times
no more camouflage, I want to be exposed
and not be afraid to fall
oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you I will
you always want what you can't have
but I've got to try I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you I will
for you I will
for you I will
if I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood, I would
shout out your name so it echos in every room, I would
that's what I'd do, that's what I'd do
to get through to you
yeah
oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
for you I will
CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY MENTOS SEXAYYE<3

3:49 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

TRAINING YESTERDAY WAS FUN!(:
well, kinda. but the sec4s didnt come. we had umpire training, teo jin leng taught us the basic thingys. then we went up to the netball courts to train and stuff. shona and tat were umpires first, they were damn funny! shona was like '-BLOW- eh, what ah? ohoh! CONTACT!' hahahah. we were all laughing like crazyy.
and the netball club people came also, and the sec3 AUDREY was there too! then when they called 'AUDRRREEEEEY!' both of us would scream 'WHICH ONE?!' then they called me small audrey-.- nevermind.
we still had fun. so yea, we're gonna umpire at the sec3 netball carnival on wednesday, meaning i cant be in the sec1 interclass captains ball competition thingy. i hope 1/7 does well! ah, and the dance steps aren't READY. natalie yong sok mun! YOU AH, YOURE THE DANCE I/C! and y'know what. she hasnt come up with anything, but whatever. still love her. i hope the dance doesnt screw up!(:
DO A GOOD JOB OHKAY 1/7ERS? gonna watch the da vinci code later! IM SO EXCITED. i absolutely loveloveLOVE the book. plus, AUDREY tautou is the main actress. HA, ive never heard of her luh.
YAYY. I LOVE THE DA VINCI CODE<3

11:26 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

AH! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!
I HAVE NEVER EVER EVER failed so many subjects in my whole life. in fact, the only subjects ive ever failed is chinese and math. chinese is understandable, but i only failed math ONCE, by half a mark. AND NOW?! I FAILED 4 SUBJECTS. OHMYZOD. AND I FOUND OUT THAT THOSE PEOPLE WHO FAILED MORE THAN 3 SUBJECTS, THEIR PARENTS HAVE TO GO SEE THE THEODORA TAN. AH! IM SO DEAD LUH. MY PARENTS MUST BE SUPER DISAPPOINTED, IM THE STUPIDEST IN MY WHOLE FAMILY LUH):
rawr. anyways, my friends cheered me up(: THANKS ALOT! and then we had captains ball practice. found out that netballers cant play cause' we're going to the sec3s netball carnival to be umpires on that day. poo. anyways, i helped my class captains ballers train.(: it was fun. oh, we got our MYCOPYRIGHT card thingythingy. its nice! hahaha.
after school nat and clare had a fight over me, HAHA. clare wanted me to go to jay8 with her and nat wanted me to stay back with her till her ballet started. but obviously, clare won. BECAUSE, what was i supposed to do after nat went for ballet? SORRY NATTYBABYY. yea, so went to jay8. went windowshopping for a while. took neoprints, and BOUGHT SOCKS! HAHAH. socks is my favourite word. SAY IT- SOCKS! hahaha. then went to eat ice-cream! ALL THIS WAS SPONSORED BY CLARE(: thanks loads luh. i was broke): haha. met claudia and uh, abigail? is that her name? ive forgotten. anyways, went home and clare stayed at jay8 until she had to go to church.
here i am.
stoning.

6:53 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

FUCK IT!
I FAILED MATH, CHINESE AND GEOG! ARHH. TODAY WAS SUPER FUCKING FUCKISH PLEASE. I WISH SOMEONE WOULD COME UP TO ME AND JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD!
IM IN NO MOOD NOW.
okay nevermind, at least theres someone here to comfort me. BUT YEA. i still dont feel like telling you just HOW much my fucking day fucked up. so, here are the lyrics to the nicest song ever-


romance is gone, he's drifting with the stars
the lyric in his pocket, little girl in his heart
he's on God's top ten
where heaven never ends
you saw the world
and the world saw you on the stage
wild, wild, wild, the lonlier boy
your gypsy heart is free
pictures on the wall, of your family
he's on God's top ten
where heaven never ends
he's on God's top ten
baby's got mama's eyes, she was always beautiful
when you hear his voice, feel his arms around you
you remember mama's smile and daddy's little girl
bad weather, cold meteor storm
he's on God's top ten
where heaven never ends
he's on God's top ten

3:38 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

MANKY LOVES TIONG!(:
HAHAH, okay i know youre like ' WHO THE HELL IS MANKY AND TIONG?!' haaaaaaaah. manky is amanda choong and tiong is our city slickers instructor! she is SOSOSOSOSOSOSO in love with him luh! you should just SEE the way she acts around him please. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA, i think its super funny. anyways, our group was called IMOS - in memory of sarah.
we had to go around town looking for stupid things. but it was fun luh. then at burger king i met jaime dear! took a pic then we quickly went to eat(: I HAD TO PAY FOR ELIZABETH KOW'S LUNCH OHKAY! but heck luh, im nice(: went back to school, had debrief. took ONE MORE lovely pic with jaime honey and jocelyn baby! PLUS LIZZI, who was uh, extra. BUT I STILL LOVE MY BODOBALL!(: walked to mrt station with clare, she was low): but whatever. we saw rach at the platform and scared her from behind! hahah,
went into my own train and sat down, then there was this guy staring at me. then i didnt dare to look up the whole ride back home luh!
and then i found out today that WE HAVE UMPIRE TRAINING this saturday! gah, HAD TO CANCEL MY PLANS TO PLAY NETBALL WITH HAWA AND THE REST): i miss her like SHIT! i feel damn bad! i was supposed to bring the netball this saturday, now i cant go. and they have no ball!
GAH. ): i feel super bad.
SORRY HAWA DEAR!

6:28 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

BEING A VICE-CHAIR IS SO ARH!
i was screeeeaming my lungs out at the class today, together with sherlyn. seriously, ONESEVEN DOES NOT KNOW WHAT SHUTUP MEANS.gah, anyways, we managed to get the 12 players and 14 banner painters and dunno how many choreographers. YAY!(: but still, my throat was all screamed out.
after recess, we had this BORING talk on e-learning or something. after THAT talk, we had another one. but it was more interesting. there was this super nice woman whos a counsellor who came to talk to us about conflicts. then she needed volunteers for role playing and dear clare went up and then nat plus the rest of them FORCED me to go so i went. it was quite fun luh. hahah.
poor nat has dance prac everyday! cause' dance night is coming soon.(: cant wait! i hope her tummy doesnt hurt anymore, poor girl! ):
tmr theres this city slickers thingy, and we have to go to orchard.
i wonder what its about.

4:13 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

HELLO(:
yay, went shopping today. it was fun(: oh and the party that day? IT WAS A DISASTER. i forgot to ask everyone till last minute. and so little people could come cause' i stayed like, so damn far away from everyone else, and they didnt have transport back home! GAH. i mustmust remember to invite people earlier. STUPID RACH AND CLARE DIDNT COME! it wasnt much fun without them ): at least sam thought of the number game thingy. but still, it was boring. -.-
ian's gonna cook tmr, for mother's day lunch. i hope its gonna be as good as lastlast week's dinner! hahah. then on monday clare and nat and maybe rach are coming over to SUN TAN! yay!(:
CLARE AND HER STRIPY BIKINI): i want!

7:08 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

TODAY WAS FUN!(:
had chinese exam, i think i might pass. YAYNESS(: and then went to plaza sing with nat, jiahui, rachael and clare. we went to watch AQUAMARINE. it was kinda ohkay, like any other chick flick. y'know, predictable ending, blahblah.
but whatever, clare and i were laughing our asses off at almost the whole show. even the un-funny parts. it was damn spastic! like the whole theatre, and only both of us laughing. -.- we found almost every scene funny, dont know why. maybe the guy at the snack bar spiked the cheese for our nachos! HAHA.
went to take neoprints! took quite alot. i bought a present and a card for my mom. then we went BIKINI TRYING! hahah. only clare and i larh, the rest all thought we were mad. went into a shop, TRIED ON THIS SUPER NICE BIKINI! ahaha, clare tried a black and fuschia one. then nat, rach and ashley saw me in the bikini and ashley was like 'ohmy, she has a nice body!' HAHAH, I WISH! and clare didnt wanna show us -.- BOO. went into another swimsuit shop and we found a really cool one piece swimsuit, there was yellow and black so i tried yellow and clare tried black. i think it looked weird on me. looked kinda nice on clare though. nat's coming over EARLY tmr morning and we're going to heeren to SHOP!<3>
anyways, EXAMS ARE OVER! oh yea, check this out. i feel mean cause' mothers' day is coming- but WHO CARES.

A SONG FOR NAGGY MOMS; YOURE SO ROTTEN
youre always telling me to do things like you do.
youre always telling me my room looks like a zoo.
well, i dont care.
so there.
youre always telling me that you dont like my mood.
youre always complaining my friends are rude.
well, i dont care.
so there.
i really hate you, yes i do.
i really hate you, yes i do.
do i really hate you?
yes, i do.
you never listen to the things i gotta say.
whenever i need you, you turn and walk away.
well, i dont care. so there.
im so angry, yes i am.
im so angry, yes i am.
am i really angry?
you bet i am.
so there, i dont care.
i really hate you, yes i do.
i really hate you, yes i do.
do i really hate you?
yes, i do.

5:00 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

I SO DIED-ED DURING SCIENCE YESTERDAYY.
GAH. it was super difficult please! SHOOT ME. i wish i actually paid attention during prac lessons, i mean like studying the textbook is one thing, and understanding the chemical thingythings is another. -.- poo. WHYWHYWHY do the prac lessons have to be the first two periods in the morning? grrr. IM GONNA FLUNK SCIENCE AND GEOG.
but at least i didnt screw up math(: YAY. oh speaking of YAY right, im like talking to nat and priscilla, the girl from 2/8 and their talking about a YAY!gang. ahaha. YAY, im INNIT.
tmr after chinese rachael, nat, clare, me and some other people are gonna watch a moooovie. hope it aint aquamarine-.- WANNA WATCH DA VINCI CODE! cant wait for 18th may!
WISH ME LUCK FOR CHINESE TMR!(:

2:19 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

today was WAYWAYWAY shittier than yesterday.
chinese, was of course a badbad paper. but geog was like, A NIGHTMARE! i swear! i have no idea why the hell we have to learn geog, y'know i can get LOST with a fucking map. i totalled up all the questions i didnt know at all, and the ones i kinda knew i was gonna get half wrong, and i subtracted it from 100. i got 63! AT LEAST I KNOW I MIGHT PASS!
and the other superduperfuckaliciosly shitty thing was that sarah left today. it was kinda funny, cause we all rushed to the airport after geog and met sarah. and then we planned to go to macs. her mom kept coming over to us while we were walking and said to sarah 'BABY, remember to come back to the boarding place by THREE OKAY? must remember ah, if not the gate close on you okay?' and sarah was like 'close then close larh' when we were at macs right, all of us were laughing like shit and sarah and me were throwing fries at meishi. i cant remember why though. walked back to the boarding place where sarah's sister and her friends were sitting on the floor chatting. spotted shona and said HELLO. at that time yuan, nat and stefanie were alrdy crying then i was like 'SHIT! i feel like im gonna cry but no tears are coming out!' and then sarah heard and started laughing while crying.
when she actually went in, i started crying like shit. rachael and i were hanging on to each other until we stopped crying. natalie and stefanie were like, HYSTERICAL. poor people. ):
i love you sarah! i'll send you stuff while youre in america. cheer up babe, youve still got us here, in singapore.
oh yea, here are the pics we took at the library yesterday-

i open my eyes, i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light


ooh.


BIG me and little natalie

LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS HONEYPIE!<3

4:44 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

today was shitty.
number one- ITS LIKE THE FOURTH OF MAY. Y'KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS?
number two- SARAH'S LEAVING TMR. ):

sarah, yuan, amanda, rachael, nat, eunice and i went to the library after the exam and then we were all laughing and stuff, until suddenly we realised sarah was crying. i held her for about godknowshowlong. i dont want her to go tmr but if it isnt tmr, its next week.
somehow, one day she'll have to go. and that day is tmr.
stay strong for us, sarah. you know we love you. we wont EVER forget you.

i love you sarah, cheer up ohkay!

4:46 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I AM SAD.
CANT YOU JUST TELL THAT IM SAD? I THINK ITS OBVIOUS HUHH. okay, anyways, sarah's leaving for america either this week or next week due to some problems.
WELL, I HATE YOU, SARAH'S MOM. HOW COULD YOU TAKE HER AWAY FROM US HUH.
went to Junction8 with sarah, rachael, stefanie and mich after school just now. mich got damn exceited when she heard some people talk about masturbation. (: DONT DENY MICH! AHAH.
ohkay, im going to studyyy. history exam comin' up!
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

6:14 PM