Tuesday, October 17, 2006
do you see me?
do you feel me like I feel you?
call your number,
I cannot get through.
you don't hear me,
I don't understand .
when I reach out,
I don't find your hand
were they wasted words?
did they mean a thing?
&all that precious time,
but I still feel so in between .
someday I just keep pretending you'll stay,
dreaming of a different ending.
I wanna hold on,
but it hurts so bad .
&I can't keep something that I never had
I keep telling myself,
things can turn around with time.
&if I wait it out,
you could always change your mind .
like a fairytale,
where it works out in the end.
can't I close my eyes,
&have you lying here again.
then I come back down,
then I fade back in.
&then I realize it's just what might have been .
am I a shadow on your wall?
am I anything at all,
anything to you?
am I a secret that you keep?
do you dream of me while you're sleeping after all?
I wanna hold on,
but it hurts so bad .
&I can't keep something that I never had
you don't see me,
you don't feel me like I feel you .